2.9.26 Good afternoon. I’ve filled another journal with my daily musings. That is such a cool feeling! I am a pretty consistent journaler now. I’ve always seen this as such an introspective art. What are others writing of their lives? Secrets? Evil thoughts? Hahaha! Growing up I didn’t have the privacy to record my own thoughts. I wish I had still done it~ even a modified version would be so cool to reflect upon now. Maybe I could’ve made some insightful conclusions for myself? I suppose it wasn’t meant to be at that time. I enjoy my journaling time now. I have found answers to some of my stickiest questions. Mainly, I enjoy cataloging my appreciations.
Today I am appreciating the stillness at home and in my heart. Ten days ago I helped my soul-dog transition to non-physical. Two days after that, we transitioned our other baby (dog) too. It was a lot. Actually, most of my life feels/has felt like a lot. So, I miss hearing them and seeing them, but I can still feel them. It’s still recent enough that I still expect to see or hear them throughout the day~ especially right when I return home. It’s not upsetting though. I truly have peace and primarily appreciation and love for them. Busy is my best girl. Twinkie is forever my lil tiny white guy. Boochi Biscuits Braveheart is our first baby together. We have been so lucky to have the best pups ever. And for now, we are taking a break from pets to enjoy the freedom. Cain wants to go in a different direction in the future. I am still leaning towards Yorkies. We’ll see.
There are other more pressing subjects right now. One is our house. I’m ready to move! I’m ready to be in our new place. I know my mom is ready to sell this house too. Cain is getting ready. He is totally ready for me to be fulfilling my destiny as a coach! I am getting there! I want to get going and I feel more ready than ever! I have a few things to sort out and I know I have resources to help me:) I am so ready to get out of my own way!
2.11.26 Good morning! It’s a glorious day! The sun is shining and I feel closer to Cain after our talk last night. We may need to circle back on some things… we’ll see. I believe in us! I believe in our dreams! I want to launch together! It’s time for us both to be truly in pursuit of our dreams! Time to generate more zest for life! I keep waiting for my mentor to tell me I’m ready. I think I need to tell myself I’m ready and then get on with it! I want to carve this out for myself. I’m ready to get going and see what I can build. How would I proceed if I wasn’t looking to my mentor to guide me? I want my focus to be on my Broader Perspective! That’s how I’ll develop myself into the coach I want to be!!
2.12.26 Good afternoon. I am returning to my true empowerment! I love this for myself. I have all the power of the universe at my disposal~ I can create whatever I want!! My MAGIC is real and important, and my expansion is a necessary aspect of all expansion!! I am on the leading edge. I am a powerful creator! I am creating the life of my dreams. My dreams benefit all that is. Everyone is enhanced when I follow my dreams. It is important for me to move in the direction of my dreams. As I move with intention, the doors are flying open!